Your Eyes

What am I in your eyes?

I want the truth. I want your honesty.

Because I am truly becoming confused and lost.

I don't like being this way.

I want stability. I want clarity. I want you.

Why can't I have you? Why won't you just tell me?

Why can't you just give me a definite answer?

I don't understand you.

One day you want me. Another day you push me far away.

Why do you do this to me? Why do you play such games?

My emotions are losing themselves.

I can't handle what you're doing to me anymore.

But yet here I am.

Listening to your words. Holding onto them for dear life.

Believing your promises. Believing your lies. Believing you.

Why? I don't know.

Why do I do this to myself? I don't know.

Do you realize what you're doing to me?

Probably not. I seem to be invisible now.

I'm about to shatter into millions of pieces.

But will you care? I don't know.

Would it matter much to you? I don't know.

Would you even notice? I don't know.

Who will care?

Who would it matter much to?

Who would even notice?

I just don't know anymore.

Look what you've done.

Tell me what am I in your eyes?

The truth please.

Your honesty please.

I'm tired of the confusion.

Tired of being lost.

I hate being that way.

It's time for stability.

Time for clairty.

Do I want you anymore?

I don't know.

Because the way I've become was because of you.

I don't like the way I've becmoe.

So do I want you?

What are you in my eyes now?

What am I in your eyes?

I need answers.